Thursday, February 10, 2011

Never could have been worse

So, yeah ... things things seem to keep getting worse every time I think they're just about to get better. The not having a job things because I don't wanna suck metaphorical cock for a living is still the same. Most people have a hard enough time finding one, let alone someone who doesn't even legally exist in this country. Thus, with no money means that everything else in my life suffers. I can't pay my cell bill for the time being so I'm assed out. Two weeks before the 50 mile bike ride that is going to have more than 70 people riding. People calling and texting me back and forth about logistics and coordinating workshops and such. Seems when I need it the most, I end up loosing it.