And needless to say that I gravitate toward specific popular characters as well because they're more credible than any one or anything else. I've made more life realizations and epiphanies from some of the most abstract places that most wouldn't think to look in. Point I'm trying to make here is that, once in a while I'll find myself in a sort of transition and delve into obscure thoughts.
Thinking about what was, is and will be and it just leads to more confusion at the end of the day. I mean, truly everything becomes one giant cycle and repetitious loop that goes unnoticed because we choose to ignore it or we're too busy. Hell, some people wouldn't even care if it, but from my point of view of things, it's just easier to laugh at them. The more one struggles the more one suffers, there truly is no escape from things.
I sometimes wonder how I make in on to the next day. How my mind and body find the strength to continue going on. All I feel like doing is just going to sleep and hoping I never wake up again. To just sleep everything away and rest. To not deal with anything and sleep. But that won't happen anytime soon, no matter how late I try sleeping in. In stead, it seems easier to just tune everything out and put the mute button on everything and everyone. But one can't escape this world, no matter how hard one tries.
